| Location | Southampton |
| Age | 16 days |
| Cause of Death | Not Listed? |
| Date of Birth | 30/09/2004 |
| Date of Death | 16/10/2004 |
| Visitors | 2,806 since 18/11/2007 |
| Creator |
my sons name was Morgan Davey he was 16 days old when he died he was born 18 weeks early. He has 4
brothers 1 sister he had a massive bleed to his brain he was so tinny he weighed 1lb he was on a
life support machine all his life. the doctors said he would never talk walk go toilet by him self
they said he would have been a cabbage the gave me a choice i could keep him alive by the ventilator
and see what happens or i could turn the machine off i said they was not turning it off his eyes
where still fused together so small so help less then on the 12th of oct he opened his eyes they
where beautiful i couldn't stand to see the pain in them so that was the day he made my decision for
me i turned the machine off there is not a day that goes bye where i feel i made the wrong decision
the hospital told me it was for the best and i made the right decision i think i did not so that is
how he died he means the world to me there are times where i want to take my own life and be with
him but i have other children as well but i cant kiss them from heaven as i love him so much and i
wish he was here his eyes where bright blue his hands where as small as my thumb nail his feet
were so tiny he was perfect i need him so much and he needed me and i felt that i had let him down
the doctors told me when i turn the machine off they he would not be with me much longer they said
about 10 min because he was not strong enough to cope on his own well he lasted 4 hours about an
hour of turning the machine off i said i could not do it put him back on they said that they cant
because they have put to much morphine in him so i said it to late i fell he did not want to go
because why did he stay alive for 4 hours and not 10 min so i did i let him down i love you so much
morgan and I'm SORRY
Sometimes its hard to understand,
Why certain things must be,
And the reasons why they happen,
Are often hard to see,
Flowers and leaves may wither,
The evening sun may set,
But the hearts that truly love you,
Are the ones who won't forget.
xxxx
A Message for Mom
Last night while I was trying to sleep
My son's voice did I hear.
I opened my eyes and looked around,
But he did not appear.
He said: Mom you've got to listen,
You've got to understand;
God didn't take me from you, Mom
He only took my hand.
When I called out in pain that day,
The instant that I died.
He reached down and touched my hand,
And pulled me to His side.
He pulled me up and saved me,
From the misery and the pain.
My body was so badly hurt,
I could never be the same.
My search is really over now,
I've found happiness within;
All the answers to empty dreams,
And all that might have been.
I love you all and miss you so,
And I'll always be nearby.
My body's gone forever
But my spirit will never die!
And so, you must all go on now,
Live one day at a time,
Just understand!
God did not take me from you,
He only took my hand.
Please believe you did the very best for your son Morgan, you released him from any pain and suffering he would have had to endure on earth, he is free to play with the angels and watch over you and his family with love. He knew how much you loved him, hence he opened his eyes and showed you how strong he would be in heaven.
God Bless you and your family. love Carol x
hi huny, wot a thing to go through. i cant imagine how uv got through this, but u did do the right thing, he is at peace watchin down seein all his family love him an miss him an u will see him again xxxxxxx ema xx
i miss you so much
there's not a day that goes by
i sit on my sofa
and have a little cry
i imagine you playing
in those fluffy white clouds
to be your mum
i am so proud
you keep flying
let your spirit be free
i know that when my time comes
you will be reunited with me
i cant wait to touch you
snug u in my arms
wrap you in a blanket
and keep u safe and warm
i am missing you so much
really want to see
those bright big blue eyes
staring right at me
your tinny little hands
those small little feet
that smell u had about you
i love it
I'm glad your part of me
your a strong little boy
who i am very proud of
keep looking over me
I'm trying my very best
god only took you
because YOU are the VERY BEST
LOVE YOU SO MUCH MISSING YOU LOVE MUMMY WITH HUGS AND KISSES XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
your my little boy
i hear you little feet
i hear your laughter and your joy
you are so precious to me
your MY little boy
you left me
to fly with the angles
you left me to be free
your the star in the sky
that shines so bright
your the little black rabbit
sat on side of road
i need you
your my little boy
he took took you to a place
far away from me
i shut my eyes
i see you
i need you
your my little boy
he took you up to heaven
with the other little girls and boys
i hope your happy playing with all your toys
please watch over me
talk to me from time to time
i really want to hold you
because you are my lille boy
i can smell you
cant touch you
i have memories i want to hold you
you are my little boy
i imagine what you would be doing
it puts a smile on my face
do you know why
because you are MY LITTLE BOY
I REALLY LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH LOTS LOVE MUMMY
my world my sunshine
you are my little sunshine
i think about u every day
there is a whole in my heart
that will never go away
you have gone up to heaven
to lay down to rest
people always say
god takes the very best
when my time comes to join u
i cant wait to see
at the gates of heaven
u sat there waiting for me
u know your mummy loves u
words will never say
my world is missing something
and its u in every way
morgan is my sunshine
my angle,my love,my son,my pride, my joy ,my son, my life and u are my everything
fly free my babe and wait for me
i love u more today than yesterday but less than i will tomorrow xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
love you so much and always will
I AM IN TEARS READING YOUR STORY AND LOOKING AT THE PHOTOS OF YOUR BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY. PLEASE DONT QUESTION WHAT YOU DID,YOU DID THE RIGHT THING. MORGAN WOULDNT HAVE LIVED A NORMAL LIFE AND YOU MADE THE HARDEST,MOST UNSELFISH DESICION EVER. WHICH I HONOUR YOU FOR. YOU ENDED HIS SUFFERING. I AM A MOTHER OF 3 AND COULD NEVER IMAGINE HOW YOU FELT OR WHAT YOUR FEELING NOW. YOU HAVE TO BE BRAVE FOR YOUR OTHER CHILDREN,THEY NEED YOU. YOU AND MORGAN WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN ONE DAY BUT UNTIL THEN HE IS WATCHING OVER YOU ALL. I TOO AM FROM SOUTHAMPTON,IF YOU EVER WANTED TO TALK TO SOMEONE OTHER THAN FAMILY OR FRIENDS YOU CAN CONTACT ME THROUGH PETER LAWRENCE'S SITE.IM A GREAT LISTENER. BE STRONG HUN HERE IF YOU NEED SOMEONE X X X
Little Angel
Carla keep strong for your other children one day you'll be together again you made the right decision he is beautiful xxx
you should be proud
i believe morgan wanted to show you that HE could live to show you he was strong and would be okay in heaven and that you didnt have to worry about him xxx he wanted to show you that you lokkingafter him in your womb made him strong enough to live.. if only for a little while..... he wasnt fighting his death he just wanted to show his mommy how clever he was... to make you proud.... please dont feel like you've let him down..... he just wanted to show you .. YOU gave him life xxx be proud of him and be proud of yourself xxxx
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